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Love me.

Love me...

You look at me and I feel the pain.
It sinks in so deep it physically hurts.
Like my heart is being squeezed so hard the blood isn't there anymore.
Its gone, spread all over the floor from the fight.
The arguement
The rage
The pain...
It's seeping into the floorboards around our feet.
I can't take it anymore.
I wish I never looked at you.


Touch me
Hold me
Kiss me
******** me...
******** me...
Love me.


It's the same thing as before.
Everyone before you...
I'm simply hypnotic.
The dead look in my eyes...
It attracts you all.
All of them, they come so close and seem to think I'm perfect.
I don't understand...
I don't want to look like this anymore.
I wish I never looked at you.


Touch me
Hold me
Kiss me
******** me...
******** me...
Love me.


I want this all to end.
The pain, the sorrow.
The anger, the constant fighting.
I want it all to end.
I don't want to be with you anymore.
We're better off without you.
She doesn't need you anymore,
We don't need you anymore.
I remember everything you said and it was all a lie.
Just a lie to hurt us for the sheer enjoyment of it...


Touch me
Hold me
Kiss me
******** me...
******** me...
Love me.


You ******** with our heads,
Hurt us so bad we cried.
Cried because we wanted you to leave and never come back,
Cried because we wanted you to stay and have this all be a dream,
Cried because we know that we won't wake up from this nightmere...
That this is real,
That you really did do this to us...


Touch me
Hold me
Kiss me
******** me...
******** me...
Love me.


We lay here, wondering why you did what you did,
Why we hurt like we hurt,
And why you said what you said.
Why you didn't just let go of one of us.
Why you wouldn't walk away from one of us.
We would have been angry with you,
But we wouldn't hurt as much as we do.
We wouldn't want to tear out your insides,
And spread them all over the concrete on our road
So everyone will see...


Touch me
Hold me
Kiss me
******** me...
******** me...
Love me.


I need to move on with my life,
We need to find someone better.
We need to find someone that won't hurt us,
Won't hurt my little girl,
Won't make her cry like she did.
Someone that won't pretend to love me.
That won't pretend to love her.
We all need something better.
We deserve something better.


Touch me
Hold me
Kiss me
******** me...
******** me...
Love me.


I've already moved on, just so you know.
There's still a little pain,
There's still a little hurt,
But there's someone that can help me make it go away.
Don't think that you were the only one I had.
Don't think that I needed you.
Because I don't.
I have someone else that will say the things you said to me...
Someone else that will actually do the things you said you wanted to do,
But never got the chance...


Touch me
Hold me
Kiss me
******** me...
******** me...
Love me.

Love me.

Love me.

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Kinshou Mitsukai
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