and i think im going to switch from engineering to business...
its sadly something that i want to do... and something im good at...
especailly since me and matt have plans for a business...
and i want to get into the upper echelon at Wilderness Unlimited...
i always thought engineering was something i wanted to do...
but its more something i thought was cool...
and ever since i was young.. business was something i actually wanted to do...
so i have been lying to myself for quite a long time it seems -_-
and now... i realize it... and it kinda makes me sad...
namely because i have put so much thought and effort into engineering...
but... now that i can actually see that... it makes me relieved...
because im finally going to do something i like
and even if its boring, its something i like so its more than worth the effort
so now i just gotta finish up this semester of engineering without failing everything
then i think il take a semester off of here and go to COA or something... and get the simple easy classes out of the way then head back here and finish it up, get out
and go have some fun
and what makes it worse... well, it could be me writing it, or it could be the realization, or even the fact that im sharing it... but im significantly less depressed!
and if things continue this way... i only see good things happening ^_^
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stupid business
but then again, essays were always fun for me... just time consuming
... and now im going to stop talking to myself lol