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These are the tears that fall
That I remember promising to not show
Truths I've kept so strong
Yet broken they lay in my arms

I know what to expect
False hope was never kept
Yet it's still all my fault
Of a heart that cries in the dark

I keep pushing myself away
And bitter thoughts fill my mind
Past actions and doings
That are all cause-and-effects

I'm the one who says good-bye
But it's still hard to let go
Of dim, wishful thoughts
That were never given hope

Tears that are shed
Like blood splattered
Promises given to myself
And yet are somehow broken to all

Here I crumble and fall
By a blade that doesn't exists
Expect in my mind
As hate is buried deep

Words no longer hold any worth
As I try to run away
From that nightmare
That actually is life

Poison fills all our minds
And tears soak that aren't my own
And I shake from fear
Of what love had become.
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What's left unknown
Of true nature of ourselves
And things to expect
Go in directions surprised

Someday by our hands
We shall fall
And death will be life
And love becomes hate

Faith in you is weak
But mine is all gone
And tears come
Yet somehow they're left unknown

It's okay what I feel
Pain at least is real
As I feel reality slip
And become something false

It's so hard to believe
What truth is
Yet somehow filled with lies
Unknown to so many