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you come to me asking for help.
i'm there.
you come to me for a shoulder to cry on.
i'm there.
you come to me when noone believes you.
i'm there. i believe.
you come to me with all ur drama
i try and help and take it in
you come to me for feedback.
i tell u what i think and feel
you get upset with me because it's not what you wanted to hear.
i change my thoughts and go another day biteing my tongue on what i want to say
you come in crying because he once again played with your head and you expect me to make it better.
i try. you listen.... then it goes out the window when he talks to you
you say ur happy
i don't see it... i don't feel it
you say u are in love...
he's not in love with you. and you know it.
u say u never been with someone like him...
i know as well as the next u can find better.. he's out there
you say there will be no one else after him.
i say there will be at least 2 or 3 before you find what you are wanting and looking for.
you say u can't live without him..
i say you'll do just fine... just hang with me for awhile.... you will get through this
you don't believe me.
i go home saying.. "at least i tried...."
you don't agree with what i say or how i feel about him. you blow me off
i say ok.. and push back the tears.
you say he's never hit you.
i say bull.....
you say he's not abuseing you in any way...
i say he is emotionally and mentally....
but ur tooo stubborn to see it and i dont think you ever will till u find him cheating on you and he hurts you... then you will leave.... and guess who you will come running to .... of course me.... and i'll let you come and cry on my shoulder and all of that like we do all the time... then i'm going to look at you in the face and say as much as i love you and care for you, but honestly..... i told you so.. and then i will walk off and let you think about all of the things i told you....
if we are still friends then great.. more power to us.... but if were not... then i'll be sad... but i'll move on.... i will move on.... nothings has held me back so far and this wont be the first......