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November 11, 2oo8.
Now that days have passed and I haven't been talking to that certain person much, I think my feelings for him is slowly fading. I don't know if that's a good thing or not but now I don't have to worry about having feelings for someone I don't know in real life. You may think it's pathetic (and I know it's pathetic) to have feelings for people you don't even know. But I have strong feelings for people even if I don't know them in real life. A lot of people I befriended online is the same like me. I would trust that person, not knowing if he/ she is lying to me or not. Most of my friends I befriended online wouldn't lie to me (or at least I trust they won't). Except this person I used to love, miss and think of made me become a lot more paranoid over befriending people I don't know online...
He was the one who lied.
He was the one who cheated on me.
He was the one who bullshitted.
He was the one who ruined everything.
He was the one that made me have a fight with my friends.
He was the one who scarred me.
He was the one who made me so paranoid.
He was the one who made me so scared of love.
He was the one that I trusted.
He was the one that made me happy.
He was the one that I believed.
He was the one who completed my life.
He was the one that a fight wouldn't last between us.
He was the one who made me so jumpy.
He was the one who changed me.
And...he was the one that I loved the most.

Now, thankfully, all that is in the past.

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