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So many things are happening so fast for me and I'm in over my head. I hate life. I hate being alive. Life is full of deceit and pain and lies. There's too much happening. I'm not even going to go into them here because I don't think they're public-appropriate. I hate this. I'm depressed. I could care less about anime and manga. I don't care if I die. I don't care about my grades. I feel like nobody understand no matter how much they try. This life I live is corrupt and I'm to blame.

Life is not bitter-sweet. When you are born you are born into a fate. Your life will be bitter. Or it will be sweet. You'll get to taste both, but your life is mainly one.

But maybe we have the power to bend fate? Change it. Save yourself. Don't end up like me. I beg of you. Life is not a joke. Take it as one and you will suffer a price.