I drive myself crazy. I can't be who I want to be. Too many empty promises. And it's drove me to broke my most critical promise to myself. I can't believe myself!
Why do I continue on? Destroying myself and everyone? I can tell, people can't see, but I'm the fault in the world. Can anyone help me stop? From creating a mess, can someone just pull the trigger? So this nightmare can just end!
{8/3/11- I do believe I wrote this around the time I began hurting myself. I didn't cut myself, no, it was more. . . crude. Pinching myself til I bled, knocking myself violent against stuff, and one time I took a comb and tried to cut myself. I sorta succeeded.
This is stuff of the past though. Feel free to ignore. }
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Here We Are, But We're Still Lost
I have spilled my heart on this journal and now I am making it public. I doubt what you will find will interest you much. It's only my battered soul.
Lol, sorry, that was really angst, wasn't it?
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