Right so,
I was reading over a few journal entries from a couple of friends.
And then it hit me.
HARD.
Most of the idiots in my school are too friggn' naive to understand how goddamned lucky they are to have what they do.
They only care about certain indaviduals, and right now? Well, I frankly am not going to take it anymore. I'm not going to get all "It's them or me" cause thats just to 'douch-ee' for me, No. Instead, I'm giving up on them. You want to ******** yourself up emotionally? Fine. Do it without me.
I won't be a part of it.
If you think that we're 'best friends' think again. You want my support and respect? You can have it, so long as you have some for yourself. If you think you can go and be so stupid as to think that the lot of us can stand you anymore? Nope. Sorry to burst your bubble but we cant.
It's even come to the point where I dream about beating your a** to the apperance of a bloody pulp.
How?
How in the hell could we go from best friends to.....this?
I have no idea.
But some nagging feeling keeps telling me,
keeps telling me that its all his fault.
and now,
it's come to the point where I believe it.
No.
I don't believe it cause its so repetetive...
I believe cause its true.
All of it.
Every stupid little word.
Don't tell me to calm down.
I'm probably overreacting right now anyways.
But for the most part?
I would appreciate it,
If you would actually take what all of us have to say, into consideration.
you never do, and thats probably the reason I'm PMSing.
you know..?
Now that I think about it...
I never PMSed before, EVER
but when your around?
its like I'm never off my period.
I don't like yelling.
I hate it actually.
But with you.
I can't seem to stop.
Wonder why?
whatever...
when monday comes around.
I'll have put all this behind me.
and know ing you?
you probably will too.
The_Other_Second_One Community Member 
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