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Today, he said that he and his girlfriend might break up soon. She's mad at him for not telling her that he had sex twice during high school. *cough*

It doesn't make me happy that they might break up. I actually really do want them to be able to work it out and stay together and be happy as a couple. But when I said "i'm sorry, I hope it works out" etc he said "well. I'm not even that invested in this relationship." *jaw drop* What a JERK! omg, seriously?! That's so mean.

Of course, it wasn't enough to make me stop liking him...I made him go to the library with me to help me find books for my history paper, and then he hung out with me until my class started. But when I think about it, if i just thought of him as a friend, I would've still done the exact same thing I did. It's pretty much the same for all the times I've hung out with him, with the exception of the first time back when I still freaked out over the thought of even talking to him.

Augh, now I'm just over analyzing everything! But basically, we're just friends. Any romantic feelings I have for him aren't reciprocated and we're not doing anything more than friends would, so it's ok to hang out with him. It just kind of feels wrong to hang out with him because I like him and he's already taken.

I'm ok with just being friends? Like if i say it a million times it'll be more true. :'[

Once again, I'd like to know. Why is he so darn attractive?!!!!

*goes back to pity partying*