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sadness and depression(including suicide!)
m-m-m-my friend xeriskursagi is ignnoring me.....and i dont know why*cries*, me and him used to be such good friends....................he seemed so sad the other day.............i guess when my friends are sad i try making them feel better(i do that to my friends except my family)well, im also a little sad becuz my new best friend xripxmyxblackxheartxoutx is homeschooling now,so im sad........this always happens to me, i get a new friend that is emo and wut not like me...........and them they leave.........im just sad and deppreessed lately.......we just got back from thanksgiving break on monday and over the break i tried killing myself...20 times...the only ppl in reallife(ppl that actully now me!)are also suicidal...wow this is a long journal entry just like another one..........so yes for ******** sake i am deppressed!!!!!!i think im going to go cut myself now... crying
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