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I feel ugly...
So, I was talking with my mom while I was driving us to a restraunt earlier this evening. She was saying what she'd done today, and such. She'd gone over to my grandparents to hangout, and then went by the grocery store. And she said that as she walked around, she started to compare the number of fat-to-thin people she saw. She said for every thin person there was atleast 5-6 fat people!

I was a bit surprised by this (not really) but I acted surprised. So I asked her what the criteria for a fat person was. She said anyone who had extra fat hanging off them. Still not sure what she meant, I asked if I constitued as a fat person.

She paused for a moment, then she said yes as she nodded her head. At that, I was fairly surprised (and hurt).

I don't consider myself to fat or skinny. Healthy. I could lose 5 lbs or so, but it's nothing serious. I have some pudgy packs on my stomach, big hips (genetic), good sized thighs, and an ugly flat butt (again, genetic). But considering I have never done any type of sport in my entire life and my metabolism is that of a 28 yr old, I think I doing pretty good. I've been this weight for a good 2 1/2 years, which is when I finally stopped growing.

It's just that my mom did sports (volleyball) all through highschool and college (which lasted 8 freaking yrs. stupid doctor...), so she was uber thin until she had her first kid at 31-ish (my sis).

So now I'm going around the internet looking at american apparell models feeling like I should be anorexic. This sucks. This is gonna totally train wreck my good mojo that's been happening this school year. emo

I DON"T WANT TO BE FAT!!! THIS SUCKS!!! I'm 15, 5" 9', and 140-142 lbs. Should I try to lose weight??? I really don't know.






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Fiadh Artemisia
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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 07, 2008 @ 08:33pm
*hug*
i know what its like!
meh my problem is too many cookies and not enough exercise gonk .
if we hung out, we could exercise together ^^
yeah you need to work on it, but you are young! it should be more simpler. and you are tall too ^_^ im 5'7" 144 pounds 18 years old.
take pride in big hips cuz us girls with curves look sexier than those thin twiggy-like girls! dont focus on "losing weight", instead, focus on building muscle in certain places.

for the lower tummy, girls are naturally pudgy there because women have babies. reverse curls help that a lot (they are like sit-ups but so much more effective for the lower tummy). just any exercise is good. as long as you are healthy and happy with yoruself, thats what counts ^.^

i hope i helped whee cuz i need to take my own advice lol 3nodding


commentCommented on: Sun May 03, 2009 @ 08:58am
you are not overweight. that is the normal weight for someone of that stature. do not lose weight. you'll just look scary.



bisexualboy883
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