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T-Kun's 'fficial Instructions (Now With Ramble)
Basically, anything on my mind. Summaries of my day, rants, rambles, thoughts. I've always got something on my mind. Also, I am required by law to inform you that there are Zombies lurking. Have a nice day.
Re-think
How I react to people within my family, how I interact with them, and all the like...

It's my ******** business. If someone wants to get all pissy about how I act in my own family environment, ********.

I don't tell you how to act in your house. I don't get all huffy when you call me to talk about your problems. I tried to console you.

So why get angry at me for something that doesn't even involve you?

I never did anything to you directly.

Seriously. Think whatever you like. I'm upset, of course. If I'm not hurting you, then why get mad at me?

Whatever. Your decision. I'm just going about my life. I can be childish and immature at times, too. We all have our moments, don't we? But to call me ungrateful or to tell me that I don't understand...who do you think you are?

Excuse me, have we met before? I had the distinct impression that we knew each other, but it appears that you don't know me at all.

Have something to back you up when you start talking. Don't assume someone is thinking something when you've got no real proof. Everyone interprets things in their own ways, but you always have to reevaluate, because sometimes, your first guess or thought isn't right.

Sometimes, it just isn't right.

Yes, I know that this kind of thing is better said out loud to whoever is bothering me. But sometimes, I'm just scared. You know? Scared. I'm afraid of things sometimes, too. Afraid of being alone. Afraid of being left behind.

Afraid of how they'll look at me.

So maybe writing is the coward's way out?

Cowardice and Courage are one and the same to me.

Let me act how I will. If this doesn't get my point across, then it doesn't. then that's just a clue to let go of the problem, maybe stay quiet for a while, and hope things shift towards something better.

Until next time, guys.






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Tc Frorleivus Almus Ph
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commentCommented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 07:27pm
Wow, looks like someone stepped over the line.
That aside, you have a point. People shouldn't care about your lifestyle if it isn't directly affecting them. Just like, in my opinion, people who move to the U.S. who don't celebrate christmas and are "offended" when we Americans say it to them. It's America. We celebrate Christmas here in America. They can't come here and tell us Americans how to live in America. In a more graphic and blunt fashion, I'm gay, why should anyone else care that I take a d**k in my a** and like it? All the straight guys out there put their dicks in a girl's v****a, and I don't care about that. No matter how much they whine and complain about how much it's sin and against God and unnatural or whatever, at the end of the day, I'm still going to take that d**k up my a**. [If I want to, that is. I'm not a whore. xD;] Seriously though, that being said, I completely agree with you that another person shouldn't tell you, a part of your own family, how to live with your own family. It's your business.
Sorry if that was a bit too graphic for you. =P Anyway, maybe it's true that it is a bit cowardly, but then again, maybe it isn't. Do you believe in signs? Maybe it's better that you didn't confront the person just yet. Now you have time to calm down and think things over, and make a better decision with more logic and less emotion crowding your mind, ne? Maybe I'm assuming too much. It was indeed my first thought, and you know, it simply might not be right.
Whatever the case, the last thing I want to say is, no matter how much your lifestyle or your actions or decisions might differ from mine, I'll never be the one to leave you behind. So, if you read this and you feel up to it, give me a call. I'd be more than happy to talk to you. ;D Until then.
~Love from Mizu.


commentCommented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 11:17pm
D: Who..? Actually, nevermind, that's none of my business. If you wanna talk, you have my number. Anf my username, no wai.



Khaelit Ronove
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Ranger Myst
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commentCommented on: Wed Dec 10, 2008 @ 01:53am
D:
what the he** happened? D:
well, you don't have to tell me(a stranger) if you don't want to D:

if I wasn't braindead..I'd rant all over this topic Dx

It reminds me...just 2 days ago, I was chatting to one of my friends in the forums, and some dude comes in and calls me a fake...wtf?...

Today must be one of those...really down days. My aunt just had a long conversation with me about the way I am and about 'knowing'..and all this crap...

Hope you feel better. I doubt you'll come on msn, so drop a pm if you want, I'm bored XD;;

-Myst


commentCommented on: Wed Dec 10, 2008 @ 03:36am
I'm going to go out on a limb here and guess you had a bad day.... Hope those losers learn to keep their gobs shut. We be rooting for you, mate.



KikiSpaghetti
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