Do you wish to rule the world?
So I've been feeling really nostalgic lately... I found one of my old diarys and it was really interesting. But it made me wish I still had those relationships with the people in it.
I mean its only a year old journal... But most of the people I talk about, I don't even speak to any more. And the ones I do still talk with, only a couple are still 'friends' (I'll now have to do another entry on the difference between 'friends' and 'acquaintances'), and only one of those is a good friend.
Which brings me to my nostalgia. My best friend thoughout my senior years of high school. We're not nearly as close as we use to be.. We use to have the kind of friendship where we would tell each other everything. We could talk for hours.. *sigh*
I don't even see him much anymore.. It makes me sad.
I want that friendship back but I realise that the odds of it ever happening is next to impossible..
I guess I just miss him...
I'd never give up what we had and I know that its gone now. Thats okay I suppose.
A lot of people never have the kind of friendship I had, so I guess I'm lucky.
Anyways thats my sulking for today.. Meebee later I'll do another entry
byeee
~Nephthys
Long before you even think of this.
You must learn to rule yourself.
You must learn to rule yourself.
