I always felt i had to be the strong one
the one who was there to support when things went wrong
but i got shoved aside as an outcast for not crying.
And when i cried, i got shoved aside for being a helpless baby.
Now that im balanced between the two, im not there unless they dont want to do something or need a victim to blame things on or take out their anger.
for all my life i watched them change...and change. but their attitude towards me never changed for the better...i guess ill always be the useless baby sister in the family....is there a way for me to gain my place? or is this my place in life? Being helpless outcast....its so confusing.
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