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haha my friend rene [[hes a guy]] says that he died when he was 6.
he beileves that we are all ghosts and we are all dead. haha
he said that he dreamt of his life untill his was six then he woke up so, [[apparently he must]] be dead rolleyes . he said he thinks this (earth) is hell and theres no point to anything. {mind you hes always tired when hes saying all this =] } and the funny thing about all of this is he is always smiling and he actually thinks hes dead and this is hell. he says that the only time we are actually alive is when we are dreaming... which would be kinda wierd because i dreamt my martian parents came to me and told me that i was supposed to be queen of the world....hummmm...yeah and i dreamt that...... well i have alot of dreams..-->> "Well, I Dreamt Of Him Last Night<<-- (previous entry) haha you guys can ignore everything i put in my jounral im so stupid sometimes... -_- ... rene was right whats the point of anything if everything is nothing and nothing is everything and nothing is anything.... who cares if u understood that i guess im a really retarded person huh? *sigh* why do people keep saying nobody wants me... emo ? i have had so many people tell me that lately. kinda depressing... man i have probelms i can go from all happy one second to all depressed in a nother... i need help...ha. ha. yeah its useless to tyr and be happy right now im just down right now wait a sec have i done a journal entry on the EPIC BATTLE yet??? i should get to that... blah...WHATS THE FUKKIN POINT! scream were all dead, so theres no piont to anything...[[RENE]] hes not even emo... he just cute..hehe ... and funny... and weird... just like i like 'em heart . but yeah im just writing what im thinking now...why are you still reading this??? why am i so uminportant to everybody...ugh... whats life, if no one can look you in the eye and tell you that they truely want you to be there... i hate this planet i want to go back to mars.... ): gonk crying