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I know u don't care, u hate me,
u have a sudden urge to hurt me inside.
The scars will never leave, the pain will not last.
no matter how happy i act,
i cant stop thinking about the past.

I am a liar i am a joke,
apparently im not special anymore,
i cry enough to make me choke.

I am no longer strong inside,
i feel my heart beating slower and slower, it feels like it will stop.
When u don't care and put me down, the pain starts from the top.

I am misunderstood,
you don't know me anymore..
u don't wish to help me, even if u could.

I try to help u,
u just wont let me,
but if you help me, i will help you too

so keep this in mind,
when your all alone, nothing left to care about
remember that u left me behind.