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so, we went to a foot ball game, because christine had to do a snack shack and because i wouldnt be able to see mina unless she came. So, i woke up around 6 then fell asleep and woke again at 8 and we were picked up around.... 10ish. ^ ^ we went into the car, and already, mina, christine and kiara were there and mina had to sit on my lap again so that there would be enough space. as always, i was happy about her sitting on my lap @_@ and no joke, she is really comfy to be sat upon. neways, so yea, we arrived and we did stuff, and walked around talking. O! and the first day i came here, i randomly spoke with Lauren, a preppy girl, and embarrassed her, and today i saw her and i guess she tried to ignore me, but i suceeded once more whee . But anyways, so we talked and mina and i cuddled on the hill side, while the game went on, and spoke to each other about many things. Well, after that , she had to leave and as she did, (this is really pathetic) i remembered a song from JTL called Just Say Goodbye:
Jtl - Just Say Goodbye -english Trans-

Watching you leaving me, I can not help it
I didn't want to show you tears
I'm sorry for my appearance like his
Just say goodbye I won't see you again, will I?
I want to hold you back, but it will be no use, will it? say goodbye
The traces of you around me makes it more harder, I can not fall asleep
I shed our memories along with tears.
Be happy, I pray for you
Just say goodbye I won't see you again, will I?
I want to hold you back, but it will be no use, will it? say goodbye
The things I didn't have chance to tell you. I can not let it end this way. say goodbye
Can't you come back to me again? Though I want to hold you back, I can't find courage to do so. Just say goodbye
The day I first saw you, my breath was taken away
By your beautiful appearance, your bright appearance,
When you leaned on me, when you held my hand, I've always wished that you would never let it go.
Just say goodbye I won't see you again, will I?
I want to hold you back, but it will be no use, will it? say goodbye
Letting you leave like this will become a regret,
Memories of love will become no more than my past,
that will make me even more sad
Too many memories will enable the pain to last and last

sweatdrop i know it is really pathetic, and i would see her maybe on Thanksgiving break, but that is what i remembered and sort of felt. i swear, if this was like a tv show and had background music, that would be playing.
Neways, so she left and after a while we left too. Christine drove me home and that took maybe 3 hours. During the long car ride, we spoke of many things in different topics and some were sad, some happy, and so on. But here i am now... back at home... back to my studies and my father whom i hate. Wishing i would be with her again.
so yea... that was today