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Last night I had a dream about when I said I love you.
and I missed how whe used to be.
but then I loved you more.
now all I hear is goodbyes and how you love her.
no more long talks in the silent room.
no more giggles or layghter.
when my blood spills on the floor it forms a heart with your name in it.
Being without you is like having my heart torn out over and over again
Each day it hurts more, knowing that your in her arms and mine no more.
I need you like a fire needs its flames, fading quickly, only litte ambers of coal left.
Still I would do anything for you.
Even throw myself into the line of fire if it will spare you.
The damage done by you leaving is like having a sword stabbed through my heart.
All time sits still when our eyes happen to meet, and nothing else matters but you.Hopefuly you learn to be true.