I'm sorry for being so shy.
I really am.
Because you were the one thing that I could really enjoy being around
and you actually cared for me.
Until I got shy, and didn't kiss you. I wish I did now, I wish I knew that that was what you wanted.
Why would I say such things? Because I long to be with someone. I know love isn't going to happen at such a young age, but ********. I'm human too. I would love to cling onto someone.
because super woman has flaws, too. And I knew you were cheating. And the thing was, it didn't hurt. I didn't blame you. As much as people may think you were wrong, I probably would have done the same thing. I know now how those married couples feel when they cheat on each other, and the feeling is mutual... they understand.
But you had someone. I didn't. and The only reason why I got into any relationship was to simply say I had one. and I'm such a moron for thinking that way. What the hell was I thinking?
But you were different. And I think that's why I acted so differently. ********, if I had the courage, I wonder where we would be now? Where would we be now?
and then you wanted me to call you that one time, and then you left me. I was kind of hurt, but I got over it...
Why am I think about you? you were freshman year.
You were long ago.
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 just an old account · Wed Dec 24, 2008 @ 06:16am · 0 Comments |
