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My spirit jumps through the line of time with happiness surging through. My heart leaps excitedly and skips a beat when your face appears. Never had I thought such a single touch could make me fly and feel this way. I can't consentrate on a thought, a test, or a word without that memory lighting up my face. My cheeks turn red and my face feels warm, the sensation of blushing running through me. My body and soul shake now, and yearn for your touch again. To have you in my arms once again, brushing and rubbing against me. Such a rare sensation of love... tightening my grip and asking for more. Willing to now wait once again, I am, with a memory to tickly my mind. Happiness there is in the air, sleep shall come sweetly tonight. A constant smile appears on my face this hour, a dreamy look in my eyes. Memories, fantisies, and stories of pleasure gather in my head. Teasing and tempting me every second. I love this feeling, this emotion. I savor it, memorize it's pattern. A heart throbbing experience, a relaxing wave. Sentences pound on the door to my mind. Unneeded they are at this rare moment, but one: "Alone together in a room, no one around for miles. Lieing right there beside you, our bare skin in contact, covered by silk and the nightly shadow. Without a care in the world but each other's love and affection. Such a dream and many more relax my tired and tattered brain at night. I wish you were here with me, beside me, inside me."
I stand here, my back against the wall, my head lay upon your chest. Relaxed in a different way from the beating of your heart, a single question going through my mind: "How do I feel?" I search, knowing that I don't know, waiting for that one thing ahead, looking out upon memories of yesterday. I now that it has crossed your mind and you wish for it again. But I give no notion that I know already. A smile wishes to appear, but I keep a plain face so the upcomming feeling is more intense. "I need to leave soon," you say, my plan is set in action. "You better go then," I reply, masking my excitement with sadness. You're taken aback by my sentence, your own thoughts change swiftly. We talk on, every step of mine move slowly at ease. I let you stay, your own thoughts set in place. You lean in towards me and adjust yourself against me. "Be patient," I tell myself. My chest is crushed against yours, just as I like it. You close your eyes and kiss my lips gently, getting rougher every time. My hands are placed on your shoulders waiting for the moment. You pull me closer from around my shoulders, just as I taught you not to, causing a pulse of anger. Then you place your hand on my waist, my anger disappears. Slowly it crawls down my side, to my hip and my thigh. A warm surge of sensation goes down my spine. You move your hand over to where you once told me you'd never touch. My breath comes quick and my hands tense up, grasping your shirt. Keeping your lips against mine, your hand rubs down into the curve and crease between my legs, then back up in the same pressure. My grip tightens, my breath is rash and uneven. You chuckle against my mouth, making me blush and feel a bit embarassed. You break away from me, my emotions have changed once again.
 Vanilla Wolf · Wed Oct 19, 2005 @ 08:11pm · 11 Comments |
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