Ow. I haven't hurt this way in years...and I don't think I can fix it this time.
It feels so cruel, but I probably deserve it. I shouldn't have done what I did, or said what I said. I should've been more thoughtful, careful, less rash, gentler, wiser...
I should've been everything I asked him to be. Everthing he became for a time, and everything he's stripping from me now.
Or maybe when you came back apologizing and asking for second chances, I should've just given you the answer you're giving me.
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This art no longer fits my avi, but you know what? Xy has mad skills. I'm keeping it.