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Alright, call me crazy, but I think I've got a problem.

I'm very happily married, but at times I get a craving for a deep, soulful, Smutty RP. I gave up that sort of thing years ago when I started dating Kyle (husband). And every now and then I get an itch for something distant, mysterious, and romantic where I can pretend not to be myself for just a little while.

I'm not the most confident girl, in fact, it took many of those dating years for said hubby to convince me that I actually was beautiful and the only reason I should loose weight was if I wanted to get healthier, not to look better. Said Husband also constantly enjoys my 'curves' and comments on this quite often.

So why the hell am I looking else-where for some emotional need? I never thought I would find someone who loves me as much as he does, and whom I love in return. And hell is he sexy.

Why am I searching for imaginary, hollow, internet relationships?


Maybe I should RP with him....
Damn.. he's not home...

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