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crying this is maybe one of last jornal entry i can't believe what i just read tonight i dont want to believe that its true crying i guess i finally lost this one i dont know what to do, i guess what im going to do is what i normally do when i am defeated.....ill leave them and go wander off some where alone to cry till i dont feel this pain no more.
i guess i put you what was told to me as a reminder of what i have lost. this type of pain that i am feeling right now is nothing compaired to any pain i felt before. i wonder why?....they will wonder where i have gone at first then i will become a distant memory like always.
but this is what was said to me.that how i should not be mad at her..and not to yell at her....and how he asked her out a christmas and she said yes.
he was going to be a good boyfriend to her and how that he was waiting till he could muster up the courage to tell me like a man. and how that he was not joking about this........so i just do know anymore crying