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im this.. ----> gonk and... this.. ----> scream at the same time. they need to make like.. a scream and a gonk together cause thats how my face is right now. i dunno why.. but i feel like something bad.. like REALLY BAD. is going to happen. maybe in my love life. (whats left of it xD!)
my family possibly.. or maybe one of my best friends is gonna die. its like.. one of those final destionation thoughts. i dont know if i spelled that right. ugh. my senses are telling me "Run b***h. RUN!" ... -.-
lol i got rejected. ugh. that sucked. and now he wont even talk to me.. XD.....X[... i dunno maybe he is busy with his comic book thingy. or whatever. its okay tho. now im like this little chick that likes him and he thinks im this weird stalker chick or something. i know thats what hes thinking.,... i try to think he isnt but i know he is cause thats how it always end up. >.< he shouldnt of been so nice to me...all the little messages he sent me and everything or when he wrote back to mine. he should of been just a straight up a*****e. but then again... noo nvm.
ive just givin up! blah.........oh well screw it xD, ill just ignore this sense and hope it goes away.