I have done nothing lately but think of the future, you know what I mean, the what where why and how, well less of the why and more of the how and what and whaere. god that was truly pathetic.
Truth is I had no idea I would even make it this far lol. I am happy truly, and ignorant of anything else so I suppose one ay I was blissful, to an extent.
I have high hopes for myself in the future I dont want to end up like well older ppl without a future, and ha there is me worrying about that when I am here contemplating the books of a lifetime with Sam, and my sisters. Odd really. I find myself at an interesting point where I need to get things moving and stop standing in one place for too long, and just sit down and finish what I satrted, never been good at that sort of thing you know completeing anything really.
I have always given up at one point if it just involved me, now if it meant anything for anyone else you had better beleived I did the right thing and saw it to the end.
I feel like I am paddling against the biggest wave of my life.
Kind of like jaws, in maui, yeah this is my jaws. I will give anything to ride the hell out of that son of a mother loving b***h.
Heres to the future, may it be merry and bright.
Happy 2009.
 Prufalas Devoncroix · Wed Jan 07, 2009 @ 12:56pm · 0 Comments |
