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Well my girlfriend is in a foster home she cut herself again and she might get put into a hospital.

Me well, *shrugs* I'm becoming me less and less everyday, today I didn't go to the anime club and just stood there in the hall way with a few people I barely know....


Later after lunch I found out that Alicia did cut herself >_> and well I left myself for awhile, I was in science and I didn't really hear anything that was going on around me, I answered when spoken to but I don't even know what I was saying.



I haven't eaten since yesterday and I'm still not hungry. I guess thats depression or some health concern.




I wrote a few more poems a few days ago and now I have a few of them around 10 or more, now I need to figure out how to get them to the public. Every poem I write, I always put my heart into. They even made my girlfriend cry, though I wish they didn't >_> I mean its nice they have that effect but I really don't like it when she crys. Makes me need to be there ya know?


More about this lunch time, I realized I have become way less embarrassed around girls one was sitting on the chair arm beside me (shes in grade 9 and actually somewhat my friend now) lol its weird how 3 people offered me hugs and 2 of those people gave me a hug even though I said no >_<

-a person I don't know asked but didn't give me one after I said no
-My friend William gave me a hug as well as his girlfriend >_< ugh that was weird (apparently I'm Williams best friend >_< wink
-and the girl that was sitting next to me gave me one but didn't really ask me someone said to her give me a hug and she just did.

And finally I cant stop listening to these songs:
-Take Back The City By Snow Patrol
-Chasing Cars By Snow Patrol

-Ready Set Go! By Tokio Hotel
-Don't jump By Tokio Hotel
-Love Is Dead By Tokio Hotel


-Comatose By Skillet
-Better Than Drugs By Skillet
-The Last Night By Skillet


and I once in awhile listen to Those Nights By Skillet