i laugh, i smile
i seem as though im great.
But if you look behind closed doors,
you'll see my life is full of hate.
i feel unloved, i feel unwanted.
like life has let me down.
But maybe if i hope and pray,
things will turn around.
But as for now i feel unhappy,
as everyday i wait
for something good to finally happen
in this life of hate.
Dads always yelling
and making me cry.
i just want it to end
dont care if i die.
im sick of tears
and sick of pain.
everytime i see the light...
its only the headlights, of an oncoming train.
When one door closes, another opens
and yet i feel locked in.
with nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
the suffering begins.
Fooled by my laughter
and fooled by my smile,
behind closed doors
i've been sad for awhile.
To once again feel happiness
is what im truly hope'n.
But for now im stuck behind closed doors
that never seem to open.
 Wunder_Bread_8D · Sun Jan 11, 2009 @ 11:28pm · 2 Comments |
