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i keep thinking of the past
all there used to be was sad and painful memories
for a long time i didnt even know i had a heart
i just thought i was put here to help people
that was my only purpose
to be used as a tool to keep people safe
and so thats what i did, never really thought about me
i never really thought about being happy
i did good in school to make my mom happy
i drew for people so they would be happy
i did all i could to make people happy
but then one day i met a girl
such a very special girl
i fell in love with her
i hurt her and changed her
i still love her so very much
ever since i met her
i wanted to make her happy
i thought i would be happy if she was happy
ever since then my world has been changed
and i keep thinking its been a long time
but im happy shes still with me
im happy cause of her
ive gotten addicted to her
people call it an addiction
i still think its love

dont ever forget i love brittany
nomatter what happens
never forget

i am happy something i didnt think i would say till i was dying