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So my b/f is being a douchbag. Seriously. I think he wants to break it up with me. I hope not. That would be very sad. I'd be so heartbroken that I'd cry every night. Seriously. I love my b/f to death. I don't want to lose him. I had asked him this morning at like 12 if we were still together, and he had told me that I'd know by Friday of this week. So now all I have to do is wait...And cry...That and feel so sorry for myself that maybe I should just try to get myself sucked into a cult so I won't get out ever again. No that won't work... cry

I think I'm getting sick. My throat's starting to hurt a bit and I've been not eating as much as I'd normally be eating. I've had my share of headaches too lately. I wonder what's up. This is not normal. eek

Today I woke up and was feeling really Emo. I felt horrible. I felt melancholy. I didn't really want to do anything at all today besides sleep and sleep...But I got my butt up anyways because I had somewhere to go at 3 so I really had no choice but to be awake. Yuck. neutral

I dunno what this all means for me really. I just wish it'd all quit being such a pain. Whatever. Like anything matters anymore, anyways... cry