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I lost everything January 4th... My bf hurt me He doesnt care. He'd nvr be there. Life is pain. Love is rain. He'd probably laugh at my tears Tease me for my fears. No one can love me like I love you. Yet you dont love me too. I knew he used to love me but now he shuns me. He let me free. But his memory wont let me be. He asked my best friend out. and he filled me with doubt. He stole my soul, he stole my heart. he ripped everything I had apart. I tell u I love u. U ignore me too. He told me he'd always be there. But u'd never care. I lost everything January 4th... My heart, my soul, my world, my best friend. Ethan made me cry.. he made me want to die. My friend Angela fell for the devil,god bless her. Ethan used to be my cure... I love you Ethan. But u hurt me more then u bargained for.

1, 2, Freddy's Coming For You 3, 4, Better Lock Your Door 5, 6, Grab Your Crucifix 7 ,8, Gonna Stay Up Late 9, 10, Never Sleep Again

ethan was suppost to be my lover huh he was a lowlife undercover I thought we'd last til the end he wasnt even my friend I loved him and he doesnt love me he stabed me inthe back. thats a def fact he brought nothing but pain I believe he'd be so vain. I love him but I'd rather be killed I was being used I felt like I was being abused I thought u were my friend, boy was i WRONG! I kept writing u a bunch of songs. I let u have the key 2 my heart, but u stole it and tore it apart. all u people that read this.. hate the boy named Eldark9. Hes hurt me, hes stolen my world, soul, heart, my best friend Angela. HEs the devil in desguise I just can recognise.