Someone asked me if I missed you.
I didn't answer ...
{♥I started with hope of love, but
found all too quickly how others sought
to abuse the privilege.
I searched, not in desperation, but
to find a part of me lost somewhere.
I suffered much pain, but
found, finally, someone to protect my heart.
At first blush the promise of forever was a dream, but
came across pain too unbearable
Now here I lay in an empty room, but
I wonder...
Is it worth it to drown in a sea of alcohol, or
fight with what little energy I have left?♥}
... I just closed my eyes and walked away.
♥Then I whispered, "so much"
