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y do i exsist?
is it so i learn the true meaning of sadness?
or is it so i can crush everyone around me?
must i go on living like this?
can't u just grow up or tell me the truth?
obviously i was wrong about u
u never once considered me as ur daughter
im not funny like u
i never seem to make u smile, or laugh
only tears ever happen when u speak to me
am i truly that bad?
am i that horrible?
im srry i am so different then u
and im srry i can't be the best daughter in the world
but can't u learn to love me?
not as just some girl u must feed and protect
but as ur daughter?
but i guess im just dreaming of parents like that