If you havent noticed , The four muskteers are like the ....ok i can't think of an example , but I know one thing for sure - we aren't as close as we use to be. Which , makes me sad. I listen to both the sides of the story , I e-mailed Roy a letter - it was a test- and she still hadn't e-mailed me back , i send her another one - not the test one. But so the test letter was working out PERFECTLY. I mean we had a good conversation , actually , and Roya was happy. I want it to be my job to make someONE smile a day. Either its my friends , family or even a stranger. Bubt mostly I want my friends , cuz they need to smile. ANd IDK if I did make Roya smile or not , but we had a good conversation. It was how we use-to-be. I STILL want it like that , but its tug-a-war for me. I love both Bob and Roy. And since that test letter was a nice conversation and everthing , I think Roya told Bob about it.....? I asked her in another e-mail cuz i deleted all my e-mails , which included the Test one. But that was how my trust for Roya broke. She told Bob about it , I think I still havent gotten the right information. I mean , Bob knows , but Roya telling her? Well thats like loosing my trust completey because not only was that a test it was a friend-to-friend conversation. Not 3 way friend.
Gosh , whats wrong with me?
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