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So, no shyt Gaians i have a serious question im even posting this in forums. If a guy you were previously in love with and still had strong feelings for went out with your best friend, should you be angry/upset? And if that best friend made out with your other best friends GIRLFRIEND should you be upset that she's being unfaithful to the guy you care for? And is it weird and/or wrong for that supposed BEST friends to keep making out with that other BFF's GIRLFRIEND while he's in the same room? DO you get this?
Well here's an example.
Cheyenne is dating Rene.
Laura is dating Smalls.
Cheyenne=Best Friend to me.
Smalls=Best Friend to me.
Rene=Best friends to me.
Jeanea is dating no one at the moment but used to have strong feelings for Rene. [[ Rene is a guy BTW ]]
Now, while i was out with the flu, Rene and Cheyenne got together. They both knew about my feelings toward Rene.
Should i be angry/upset? Do i have any right?
One day, while chilling at Smalls' house Laura and Cheyenne kinda made out. Rene couldn't come. Smalls was... well lets just say he was BAKED. haha
Should i be upset that she's being unfaithful to a guy i once had strong feelings for?
Today, we went back to Smalls' house to chill again but this time Rene, Cheyennes' BOYFRIEND and my close friend, came along. While, he was sitting, wanting to make out with Cheyenne, Cheyenne was kissing on Laura and Smalls didn't like it either. Of course he didn't mind much as long as she didn't interrupt him and Laura making out. Anyway, Rene got kinda upset that they were kissing and Cheyenne didn't seem to care much about how he felt. And i wanted so bad to kiss him in her place. O_O
Was that weird and/or wrong of her? What should i do? Does me caring mean i still love Rene? O_O
Now where was I when all this was going down, you ask? Well, honestly, i was feeling kinda... high. LONG STORY.
mrgreen
p.s. I wasn't high but Smalls and another one of thee creww that come along, Sonni was there. and they were getting high and i guess i kinda got a little loopy from the fumes. I DON NOT SMOKE. and you shouldn't either. [[[[[[=