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Today was a rather good day, besides the horrible woman i am forced to call mother grounded me for 1/2 the day. I did hangout with my friends though & cleared up to pretty huge conflicts (with people). Plus i had a conversation with ryan for the first time since i ended it. it was actually really nice to hear his voice
Ryan- about to go out with but then found out he was telling some girl he liked her at the time & was planning on hooking up with her. The whole ordeal was very radom and completely shocked me. i loved him. i can't get over him
Then i went to a SuperBowl party with some friends and the stealers won!! Then Chris came over and we hung out on my couch for about an hour & talked about some stuff. i love that boy.
Chris- best guy friend in the world. my best (girl) friend is secretly in love with him and also one of his best friends. it a weird little triangle of us going on. But i love & trust him with everything i got.
So back to the grounded thing. my friends & i pulled a prank on Chris the other night & it got way outta hand and my mom found out and flipped s**t, so now i was in trouble all day. ughh. i did feel horrible about freaking chris out so bad. we were joking and told him we were thought we were gonna get kidnapped & so he showed up at my house freaking out. he started crying and it was horrible. I still can't believe it happened. wow i still even feel bad even though we made up.
Mom- you should be able to figure out who she is..woman that i ofcourse will always love, but hate most of the time because we get along so horribly. we aer complete opposites in personality & it doesn't work out so well.
But hey it was a good day. this was a very long entry. hahaa wow i'm cool. no one will probably even read this. but it's good for me to get my feelings out. I think i'm going to have to dedicate a whole thing to ryan, just to get everything out of my brain so i can cope a little better. well that'll be a long story.
Well goodnight. If i stay at this computer any longer i think i will fall asleep in front of it.
** italic indicates who people are. so no one is horrible confused. hahh wow this is gay.
