Strange mood right now.
Yes, maths IS bothering me somewhat. Just because I thought I understood that s**t and failed. YET AGAIN. I guess I'll never get it right.
Seriously, when I get my Abitur, I'll take all my maths stuff and BURN IT TO THE ******** GROUND.
Two hours of coaching tomorrow. Ugh. That's rather long, y'know? :/
I want to do so much, but I don't even know where to start.
Watch a load of anime and movies, practice sewing, learn Japanese, improve my English, practice drawing, continue my ideas... and the list goes on.
I want to be creative, but somehow there's a blockade in my head.
When I have ideas, I don't have time, and when I have time, I have no ideas.
I mean, all in all, I'm happier than ever. But still. It's like a little black cloud over my head that just keeps following me, like a dark spot in my head.
[My reality is something weird
My unfriendly smile on my way
Nothing new this wearisome day]
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