love sucks!
Well... What can I say? Even if I'm trying to keep myself busy; working 12 hr shifts and working on getting my driver's license, I still think about him sometimes..... I totally miss him everyday.. But it seems he has his own life going on right now which I am not a part in.. I hardly see me friends because of my job, but I also love my job... a little part of me has died a little, but I guess that's part of growing up.. Which sucks sometimes, but I have no choice.... I just hope that I don't grow apart from the one whom I have secretly loved for a long time now.... I loved him even when I was supposed to get married...... But I guess he doesn't love me that way... That's it for now....
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