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crying i really never under stood guys.. so right now i am really confused.evry time i see him its like my heart wants to burst into flames. but when hes not around and he acts like i dont exsist.. i feel as if im being sucked into a black hole that no one can pull me out of but him. so unless he comes and saves me i am going to float around until someone does. verytime he act like he doesnt know me i feel my heart melt into a pool of hate! like i cant stand his guts but i know deep down in my gut that he peirces everytime i see him
that i cant hate him
why cant i hate him no matter how hard i try? confused


confused but attached