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It's been awhile Gaia. But i'm back to make this journal entry and that might be it. I've been without a computer for awhile, but lately, I've been using my mom's laptop, which is a no-no. So sneaking on here is all I can do. I don't get messages or comments on Gaia anymore, so there is really no reason to come on, rather than to get rid of the announcement bubbles. But I like writing down thoughts and feelings into a journal. So I'm a do it(Yeah I said "I'm a" wink .

So about 3 or 4 days ago, I had this idea to design a shirt. A shirt with the art that everyone seems to like. Which just, baffles me. But I got the idea from talking to a good friend of mine. I wish we weren't just friends, but hey. Anyway...I used a plain white shirt, medium, and stretched it across a big sheet of cardboard. And sharpie'd away. 11 hours later, i finished my shirt. I couldn't believe I wasn't high after spending at least 8 of those hours completely enclosed in my room. Door shut, fan off, the works. Oh, the best part is the name of the shirt. My friend who gave me the idea to put it on a shirt, well I showed her the symbol I was gonna put on it, and she said it looked like a...(drumroll please)....FUZZY MONSTER. Yeah. ******** you. And then and then and then. Let's see what made making the shirt even better? Oh yes. Another friend asked me to make a shirt like the FuMo and she'd send me $20. So I'm thinking maybe a clothing company? With shirts and shoes? Oh? biggrin DDD

So if you're close to me or have ever been close to me or s**t, if you've EVER heard me b***h about the military. You'll know my disdain for it. But since I graduated, I've gone through the whole, being homeless, looking for a ******** job, been in and out of a few relationships, had my car sold without my permission, bought a hooka, and thought I shat my pants. But now, I need to start the next chapter in my life. And I need college. I can't afford it and there's no way I'm gonna get a job here in this stupid a** state. Yeah I said it. FLORIDA SUCKS. The goodie bags of anyone who lives in this fail of a state. FAIL FAIL FAIL. I hate it here. So the Navy seems like the best option for me. They've got boats, don't really fight in wars, so it's perfect. Cause I don't wanna fight for this country. Oh? Oh my god? I said it yeah. Plus the Navy is book work basically. Seems easy to me. The less physical activity, the better. And it also means, I'm out of this state! I'm ******** out of here!! OMG YES. I can go to Chicago, Seattle, Norfolk, Italy, Germany, JAPAN! I'm excited. Then I get out with a degree and I can have better job opportunities than you Florida people. razz Ahahaha. ******** off.

Lately I've been noticing that I can't get to sleep anymore. I've got like 2 days without sleep on a regular basis now. And it worries me. But I think I may have figured out the problem. The past 2 nights I've passed out. But that could be because I've been ******** up on green and oxy's. razz