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I hurt her... i told her that i wanted her and that i loved her, even tho i didnt wanna say it. I knew it would be hard for me to tell her. i didnt want to make her hate me, cuz i loved her in a different way than many others before her. She was ma bad girl, the girl who i wanted to me almost as bad as the girl im wit now. The hardest part was the fact that breaking hearts isnt sumthin i do, i do everything i can to make it work. But this time, i ran out of options. Me bein the ladiesman i am, i understand girls enough to be able to postpone sumthings before the troubles got bad.. This part is no longer for u, so dont read this

Tanisha, if u eva get to read this, understand its all my fault and there was no easy way to say it so i wanted to ease into it til Kai grabbed da phone nd said it. I want us to be friends but i kno u enough to say dat it wont happen like dat, so its wuteva u make it nd i'll agree wit wuteva u want nd im sorry der just wasnt a rite time to say it

i... it just hurts so bad..... to kno that i held her world nd i broke it just like that... how can u live wit that... cuz im tryn nd its not goin well...