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.....Where to start...or where to begin...

Ah, ******** it. Here goes.

Hello, ********. I'm not good at this formalities, get over it.

I was bored and apparently my (unwanted) therapist said that it would be good to write my feelings out. Tch, Yeah, right. My 'feelings', huh?

Well, to start things off, I'm angry. Why? None of your damn business. But, if you're going to pry, fine: I'm angry at everything and nothing. Make no sense? It should, because I don't understand it, either.

I'm having multiple identity crisis's and I don't like it. It's not as if I believe in reincarnation, but my brother avidly does and the signs are there. It doesn't mean I accept it.

Second of all: I'm depressed. Again, it's none of your business, but it goes hand in hand with my anger. When the anger gets burnt out, the depression takes its place. There is no end to it. Not as if you understand, mind you, you don't live my life.

Thirdly, on top of all that...I feel as if I own the ******** world. I'm...for lack of a better term, happy.

...******** you, who asked you if this could all coincide at once?! I sure as hell didn't! Despite the anger and depression there, yes, I am ******** happy, Got it? Good. Why am I happy? Again, it's none of your business.

I guess... Because, this time around...I've got family. Friends. And someone who loves me. I told you, I don't believe in reincarnation or all that crap, but through these identity crisis's, I had no one. No family, no friends. All I had was a harsh, burning anger and hate.

But, forget that, I don't want to think of that.

This is my life, and I'll live it how I damn well want to, I won't be chained to destiny.

So, now that I've given you the reasons (that you don't even care about,) kindly ******** off. Or, you know, you can stay around and try my patience and you may just get my hand shoved through your heart. Your choice.

....Well? Why the hell are you still here?! *glare*

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