In my throat is a scream.
Unable to escape.
Silently remaining deep inside me.
In my mind there are pictures.
Pictures that my brain is unable to understand.
Pictures that cause pain,
pictures that cause sickness.
And when these pictures start moving,
faster and faster and faster,
my eyes start crying,
while my body aches and tenses
in the one last try to let the scream escape.
Finally the tension is gone.
In the very moment I finally lose consciousness.