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Searching. verb Infinitive: To Search.
The word describes how a person is looking for something or someone specific. It might be something they've lost, or someone they hope to find. I can honestly say that I don't need to search for anything.
Complete adjective
Having all necessary elements for something to function. The word can also mean that the subject has finished its process and will now operate satisfactually or in a person's context, contently. I am complete.

I do not need to search for anything. Because I am complete.

However, nobody is born complete, and nobody is born searching anything, at such a young age we never realise. But through my adolescence I started to realise that I was not complete and started to feel empty, thus I began my searching. For what I did not know, when I find it, what would I do?

Empty adjective
Unnoccupied space. A void in time. Or the feeling of a gap in ones existance. Can also be used in convosation as a way to express ones insignificance.

I searched for years, and explored many paths that lead to self destruction. More than once on some occasions. Each one ending in misery. I no longer need to keep searching.
There is a very special person.. called Andrew Rubens. It was by complete luck, and even though for months he was right infront of me, I still did not realise.

Luck noun
The events or circumstances that operate for or against an individual

He is mine now. Never have I been a believer in luck before, but I feel lucky to be able to call him mine. Because it was by chance how we met, and through one of my misfortunes that we bonded. My love for him is everlasting.

Ever-lasting adjective
Continuing for a long time or indefinitely. lasting or enduring through all time, even after many of the same kind of substance would have diminished and broken. See also: eternal.

My love for him is eternal.
I will love him for eternity heart