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~smart people are smart but what are special people?~
(like me?)

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Heart Age <3
the meaning "young at heart" to me,
means having a lot to learn
it means you have to experience new experiences
and screw up so you can learn from your mistakes
i take it literally
to me
it means your heart is still learning
i still have a "young heart"
there's only one problem
my heart seems to be getting younger and younger
i keep screwing up
and not learning
i hurt people close to me
friends, loved ones, and family
i never learn
i'm too arrogant
the brave few have tried to educate me...
i never learn
i never learn

im Done feeling sorry for myself!
i screwed up
big time
many times
i felt bad for myself
i hate myself

but why?
i was the one
who hurt other people!
i was jealous and insucure
and possibly still am
but im trying to find a solution
im trying to add a little age to my heart
im learning!
but surley
i cant give up
not now
i wont give up!
not now
here it is:
the fruits of my labor:
the vegetables of my education of the heart:
thats it
plain simple
the fact that it's so hard to say is proof enough
that im sincere
please forgive me

User Comments: [1]
Community Member
comment Commented on: Sat Feb 28, 2009 @ 07:58am
im not mad at you.
im done,
i want new friends. a new group.
i was a bit upset, but im done.
not mad. not upset.
i'll still talk to you.
nothin wrong with talking to someone you know.
but really, chill.
get over it.
ur still an ... aquaintiance.
=] ttfn

User Comments: [1]
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