I get buried beneath this s**t
That everyone throws at me
I am suffocating here
Underneath this sea
Of lies and forsaken truth
Too unbearable to hide
So you leave it to me
To hold inside
So that you can go on
THrough your day
Without a worry about
WHere it is left that day
But your pain starts to fill
My sanities hold
It's hard for me to keep
My head above the untold
I'm dying here
Underneath your worry
THat you left with me
In such a hurry
It's filling the void
I saught to keep
To keep it empty
Of the pain you reap
I'm drowning here
Under pain, under lies
It has filled the box
Under my watery eyes
I try to remove
Part of the pain
But all you leave
Is more to gain
It seems i'm only
Here to take
THe unwanted feelings
That for me you make
Thats all it seems
That i'm here still
Is to make your life better
As you strip me of my will
To keep going on
Upon my own accord (sp?)
But when i'm gone
Where will this pain be stored?
I'm dying here
Underneath your worry
THat you left with me
In such a hurry
It's filling the void
I saught to keep
To keep it empty
Of the pain you reap
I'm drowning here
Under pain, under lies
It has filled the box
Up to my watery eyes
I am done holding
All the trouble you leave
I will not suffer
For the serenity you recieve
You can deal with the pain
You tried to leave me
I won't be dragged down
And live this sea
It's time for you to see
The tears I hold
You can live in it now
For all the years i've sold
To your pain
So that you could be free
But it's my turn now
For the pain to leave me
I tell myself
This each day
But I know
It's here to stay
I shall always hold
Your pain inside
I will just have to
Have my own pain hide
It is my job
To drown for you
But tell me
Am I helping you?
I'm dying here
Underneath your worry
THat you left with me
In such a hurry
It's filling the void
I saught to keep
To keep it empty
Of the pain you reap
I'm drowning here
Under pain, under lies
It has filled the box
Past my forever drowned eyes
WhiteMex90 Community Member 
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