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The Good Left Undone by Rise Against.

I'm not doing any better. I feel worse, actually.
Justin found out about my suicidal-ness; I cracked and told him about an hour ago. He isn't afraid of me anymore, just...confused. I have no idea what to tell him when he asks why; Nick wants to know why my calls are screened and monitored, why I can't text; Montana wants to know why I don't go online anymore.
What do I tell them? Do I dare speak your name again?
I think...that was why I took that big risk, triggering The End. Because I was tired of hiding you. I had nothing to be ashamed of and everything to live for.

Too bad all of that's gone.