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i'm lost.i have always been and mabey will always be.My fathers mother had died a few days ago.the weekend was hectic.i spoke with my father because i thought that was what he needed.he told me of his crummbling relationship and told me he was glad i understood. he just needs everyones support right now.i'm feeling that it won't work.i'm talking to the one i love ON THE COMPUTER.i'm so nervous. i loved her but, i am feeling a bit autistic. i feel alone i am being mended by the beatles and the hope that he will write me back.i want my dad to get over this and i beleive in him. i hope and pray for the best to happen for my family which has had quite a few snickers dirrected at them. crying