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I'm searching for myself
I'm searching for my reason for living
I'm not sure how I'll find it
But I know I need to try
I need to stop these tears
I need to overcome my weakness
I need to see with unclouded eyes
So I'll ask myself a million and one questions
And see if I can answer even one
I stare at the knife on the table
And cast it aside in my rage
I can't give up or fall now that I'm here
But where do I go
Where could I possibly go
I need to retreat from my past
I need to leave it behind
I need to break my chains
And take hold of my thoughts
Can I do this alone
I'm not so sure myself
Will someone be there to take my hand
I feel a swelling of emotion in my heart
And i can feel the pain pulse
But I trudge forward
One foot placed in front of the other
I'll hold myself up if I must
There is hope in this world
But where do I go