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I'm okay, because after having my heart broken several times, declaring my feelings somewhat has made me feel a lot better. The fact he's accepted them and acknowledges them makes me happy. We may not be together, but in a way we are. We are friends and in a way I've shown that I'll wait for him.
I can't help but feel excellent! Brilliant!

I was a nervous chatter box, sitting before you, not sure what words to say. You know what I want to ask, but yet you wait for me to clearly say what I want. Maybe you expecting one thing and not the other.
It was truly foolish, was it not? Yet, I bare no ill will, because I still love you. This day can be forgotten, no? It's like nothing has changed, but yet I feel better, no longer suffering inner turmoil.
I'm just happy, it's not something I can explain, I just feel....great! Happy that I finally made it truly known that I cared for you, even if I've done something horrible.... I hope this doesn't bother you, I hope it does weigh you with guilt. I am truly happy, so there should be no worry, no sadness, because I am truly happy. So happy.....