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Shaking in red, in red, in red To the edge of the dream, of the dream We can’t be separated Already, every time when I’m stifled to death after I give up again and again My emotions that have no place to go wake me up Your flawless smile knows it’s an existence So distant that it’s cruel Even though the incurable wound only eats away at my heart Even now I can’t completely hold back my thoughts (that dwell) (within) the darkness Shaking in red, in red, in red To the edge of the dream, of the dream We met; destiny begins to turn A secret that no one, no one knows about I fall, I fall, I fall I certainly can’t return anymore, even if I carve out my my sins..

iArii's Mule

Hi, I'm Arii and this is my Mule Account.
I'm in love with a guy named Jeff

I'm 7 teen years old and I'm a gamer chick. I have xbox 360 and my favorite game right now is Left 4 Dead.
I hate snobbish people even though I can be the snob sometimes. I can be a bit hypocritical but who can't be these days?
I hate when noobs beg for my items so don't go to my other account and start asking for stuff.
If you've been to my shop on my other account and find something you like and would like to make an offer, simply comment on my profile and I'll get back to you when I can.

Currently, My profile has been blocked by Gaia Admins and I am unable to log into it so I'm stuck on this account, My Mule.



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Bump..

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While I was walking in the abyss of loneliness, I was saved By realistic eyes that never change But a shadow born as the light is bright Deeply and pronouncedly creeps up to me The two heartbeats are exactly like mirrors facing each other The (pains) are similar (but) different and continue infinitely Burning in red, in red, in red Erasing everything, everything An unfulfilled illusion begins to move Strongly, strongly Overcoming, overcoming, overcoming the fleeting night I certainly can’t escape, even if I drown in my sins Shaking in red, in red, in red To the edge of the dream, of the dream We met; destiny begins to turn A secret that no one, no one knows about I fall, I fall, I fall I certainly can’t return anymore, even if I carve out my my sins.. (Vampire Knight opening)




“If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood...



...I'd type a little faster.”


I Could Eat A Bowl Of Alphabet Soup..
..and Crap Out a Better Conversation than You.


I read once that the ancient Egyptians had fifty words for sand and the Eskimos had a hundred words for snow. I wish I had a thousand words for love, but all that comes to mind is the way you move against me while you sleep and there are no words for that.

I didn't slap you, I just high-fived your face.

I'm not your dying star.
Ultra violence. Wrapped in cellophane.
Bound and gagged in the back of my car.
That cardboard cut out icon was my swinging rope and skipping toes.
My world came crashing down.


Darkness...

The Darkness is strong.
I can feel it evermore so then before.
Never stoping
Never slowing down

It grips at my heart.
Squeezing ever tighter
It's a fist around my heart.
That never lets go.
This is my Darkness.

It has always been there.
I can't stop it.
Soon it will consume me.
and pull me into the void...



A Walk Through Hell Lyrics, By: Say Anything.

A beautiful song. :]

And if I could swim, I'd swim out to you in the ocean,
Swim out to where you were floating in the dark.
And if I was blessed, I'd walk on the water you're breathing,
To lend you some air for that heaving, sunken chest.

'Cause they chose you as the model for their empty little dreams,
With your new head and your legs spread like a filthy magazine.
And they hunt you, and they gut you, and you give in.

And if I was brave, I'd climb up to you on the mountain,
They led you to drink from their fountain spouting lies.
And I'd slay the horrible beast they commissioned
To steer me away from my mission to your eyes.
And I'd stand there, like a soldier, with my foot upon his chest,
With my grin spread, and my arms out, in my bloodstained Sunday's best,
And you'd hold me; I'd remind you who you are under their shell.

I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes
These soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue;
My soul is useless without you...

And if they send a whirlwind, I'd hug it like a harmless little tree.
Or an earthquake, I'd calm it, and I'd bring you back to me.
And I'd hold you in my weak arms like a first born.

I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes,
These soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue;
My soul is useless without you...

Through hell for you
Through hell for you
Without you, without you...

Now I've walked through hell for you.
What's an adventurer to do,
But rest these feet at home with you?

The Raven-
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more.'

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more,'

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
`Sir,' said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you' - here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!'
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!'
Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
`Surely,' said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more!'

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow will he leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
`Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never-nevermore."'

But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
`Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting -
`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!

The Raven-Edgar Allen Poe

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Welcome to my profile, lovley Gaianz ;D &3
Dont forget to leave without leaving me a comment ^^ &3

[Hun-r is questing Horns of the Demon, just so ya knowww~~ &3]

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Hey thur Gaianz. I'm Dr. Feelgood.&3
Who wouldn't like Dr. Feelgood.??
Not only can your doctor feel good, but you can too!
&& I'm the man to make you Feel Good. Any way possible. ;D &33

;D Of course, a slutty Dr. needs to be lavished with love, right?
So be nice. icon_whee.gif icon_heart.gif

[[ My Birthday Is September 5th, Gimme stuff? &333]]

Oh, and make me some art? Make it seductive, bby. icon_redface.gif
&33 && I love sign's. Show your love gaia. -growl- ;]

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About the real guy? The man behind the avitar;

Sometimes, I just wish I could fly away. Fly to another world and just be alone. I wish that I had some kind of magical power, however childish that sounds, and was different than everybody else. I would never tell anyone about my power, exept maybe a few. I wish that sometimes I could go unseen. Be someone other than myself, and just stay that way alone because then I wouldnt have to worry about people. I wish that I didn't always worry about what others thought. I wish I didn't worry at all, that I could do anything without thinking about what could happen, and just do it. Sometimes I wish that I was the only person left in the world. Because then, I would acually be the most cutest, funniest, sexiest, richest, most amazing person In The World. And sometimes, I wish that I could find that one person that would make my life as good as all my other day dreams, except that it would be Real.

I wish that I was a good singer. Someone that could sing pretty much any music you put on, without making a fool of himself. I wish that I didnt have such a feminin-like accent to my voice, that I sounded more manly. Maybe if I didnt sound so girly, I could sing. Thats what I think anyway.

I wish that I was a better artist. Sometimes I'll draw something, and be really proud of what I draw. But then I show it to someone, bragging a little bit because I felt that I did good, hoping to get some sort of praise, and they say something like "What is it?" or "I can do better"

I wish that I had a foreign accent. Something like British, or Austrailian. I wish that I lived anywhere other than Arkansas. So that then, I would have an accent, even if it wasn't foreign & beautiful. I'd atleast be different.

Sometimes, I wish that I had a twin. Although, I wouldnt want anyone to know I had one. I'd want my twin to have every memory I had, but be better than me at everything. That way if I mess up, I could disapear and my twin could just take over my life until whatever I messed up is fixed and over with. I wish then, that I had all the memories that my twin had. Or, if I didnt have a twin, I wish that I had a split personality. And that when my other personality, the better me, took over, I would be in something of an astral form, and just linger and watch. I wish sometimes that my life was like a movie, and that I could just watch it rather than live it, because then I wouldnt feel like if I mess up it was all my fault, I could blame it on "The Director" whoever that may be in the situation.
[[ Writen By Me. Don't claim it. D& ]]

Hey,
I'm 16, and in the 10th grade.
I'm smart, which I guess stands out in my literacy? I hope, anyway. ;D
I play gaia to become rich. Lawlz, yeah. If I can't get rich in the real world, might as well try it on here, right? icon_cool.gif
I also play gaia so that I can dress up purdy avi's =] My avi's are beatufiul, I know ;] &3
I have a bagilion different accounts. ;D So you never know when you'll be talking to me...
Some are male. Some are female. Boomshockalocka.&3 I'll just keep you guessing.
I have a lot of friends on gaia, and they are awesome.&3 Way more awesome than your friends. Thats true&3
But not as awesome as me. &] Duh
Because, I'm more awesome than you&3

I'm a band geek. I play the trumpet. Pretty smexy, yo. x}
But. I'm starting to hate band. I WANT TO QUIT.
lawl

//Wish I could play the guitar. or hell, even the drums. xD



Likes;
Pretty boys ;D
Hilarious People
//People that can cure my boredom.
Dr. Pepper.
CHINESEFOODZ ;D
Movies.
TWILIGHT.
Edwards voice ;D
Emmett's body ;]
Bella & Alice's sexynessss ;]]]
All the Twilight books
Colorful things.
Rainbows
Skulls
Being a dork.
Fun people.
Random things//people.
Donations ;D
Smex. With you. ooooh bby icon_redface.gif
Music
Doing art
Hanging out with my friends // Either my irl friends, or my online friends&33
THE CHATTERBOX. Lawl&3
Chatterbox'erz



Dislikes;
Fake people.
Liars.
Scammers.
Tomatoes. Eck.
Math. icon_gonk.gif
History. icon_gonk.gif
People that think they are better than anyone else.
Stupid people.
People who are richer than me on gaia. xD Jk


Uhhh.... I'm running out of things to ramble on & on about..

So yeah. ILYSM GAIA

Hello and welcome
my name is kalia yang but you can call me kai for short, I've been a member
since 07 well I'm kind of on and off so that explains why my posts are scarce,
anyway nice to meet you and I hope we can learn more about each other,
sorry I don't have much to say I'm more laid back ;P
Sorry if I don't comment back I get lazy owo

We are our own worst enemy.


I wonder what people think of me...


Evil: as if they care
Good: they always do
Evil: you're not unique, copycat!


Hey, that's not fair... I like to draw things and stuff.


Evil: you're not even original!
Good: at least you enjoy what you do


Right... smile


Evil: but you won't accomplish anything in life with drawing


Oh... sad


Evil: you suck major a$$!!! hahahaha
Good: that's not true. You can draw and create things lots of other people will never be able to do.


Could be... but what if-


Good: Shush! Don't bring yourself down like that. You're making yourself sick. :no:
Evil: but you already are
Good: you know what I mean
Evil: sure, as if talking to yourself is healthy


I'm losing my mind here...


Evil: Mission accomplished!
Good: Stay strong...

iArii
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7/19/08...
Our Year Anniversary is coming!!!
&333




ll T3h Arii ll

Name: Arii
Age: 7 Teen
Height: 5'7
Weight: 135
Sexuality: Bisexual
Nationalities: English, Irish, Scottish, Romanian, Ukrainian, Japanese, and German
Status: Taken
Sign: Sagittarius
Fav Colors: Blue, Black and Gray
Languages: English and some Japanese
Favorite Music: Everything and Anything that sounds good
Fact About Arii: Did you know that the mom in the movie E.T is my fourth cousin? It's true : D
I'm a b***h : D Deal with it D&


Go slit your wrists, Emo Bish!


I'm 7 teen years young
and I have many hobbies that I don't
feel like Writing out except playing xbox
360. Add me if you have left 4 dead
allie bubba17. I listen to basically any
type of music. I don't care whats cool
and whats not. If I like the song, Ill
listen to it. If you want to know
what i do in my free time, do the natural
Human thing, talk to me either by pm's
or by comments. I don't donate to
strangers & I don't fall for scams, so don't
bother trying. You'll be wasting your time
and mine. I absolutely love avi art &
signs, so if you wanna make me some,
maybe ill return the favor. I f'n hate
random friend requests so don't f'n add
me for any reason unless we've had a
decent conversation.Though random
comments are flippin' awesome : D


ll...is Out ll



iAriii





[Counter Started: January 20th at 5:45pm]


Do you....


I am who i am, I be who I be.
You can Kiss my a** if you don't like what you see


Okay, Here are some little facts about me before i get into some detail.
First of all...I LOVE Art. So if u wanna draw my avi, feel free. Send me the pic when ur done and maybe ill pay u for ur work : D
Im kinda self conscious about myself and the way I look. I tend to get offended easily or take things the wrong way. I'm bitchy most of the time. I hate cold weather [ though i live in Canada ]. I'm not a picky eater. I bite my lips alot when I'm stressed out. I'm clumsy and shy but im not afraid to tell people off if they push my buttons. I don't get along with my family at all. I hate it when they get into my business. I have a problem with authority and people who tell me what to do and how to live my life.

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I love to party, Drink, Dance and just have fun with my friends. I'm Canadian..what else can I say. When I'm drunk I'm not shy at all. My bisexual side comes out and i hit on other girls like I'm a horny guy. Haha!
I don't smoke or do drugs though and i will not date anyone who does. I have major problems with that. I don't feel like kissing a ashtray. I'm not a virgin...but I'm not a whore or a slut. I just made a mistake in my life and i regret it everyday.

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If you have a problem with me, get some balls and tell me about it. Don't go and tell all your friends how much I bug you. I HATE that. It's pathetic and is high School bullshit. Act your age people, not your shoe size.
Even if you come to me and tell me what's bothering you, i probably will just laugh anyways. [ Haha ]

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I hate people. I hate the rain unless I'm outside crying. I'm Not Emo and i hate emo's. I think they can all go get hit by a bus. I just enjoy crying every once in a while. I think its healthy.
I get depressed easily but again, I'm not emo. I don't stay upset for too long and I don't try to kill myself. I think people like that are selfish bitches.

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Im a HUGE Twilight Fan. I enjoy the books and the Movie. I've only read the first and the second book, New Moon tho i'm looking for the others constantly. I'm hoping that the other books are made into movies too. It would be retarded to only make one movie. I HATE Harry Potter and it pisses me off when people say that its similar to Twilight. Its totally different. Harry Potter has no Love, No action, and hardly any comedy. The love between Ron and Her-hiney or whatever, is pathetic, I don't even call it love. its Bullshit really. The action in it is pathetic and Voldamort is a *****. I picture him as a whiter, vampire looking, wizard, version of Micheal Jackson. I hate Harry Potter now. I liked it for a bit but when Twilight came out, it totally pwned Harry pothead. Twilight is better then Harry Potter in every way possible. My favorite Male character in Twilight is probably....Emmett...or Jacob. I like Emmett cause he's like a big huggle bear ^_^....and I like Jacob cause of his personality..not to mention his smexy looks..-drools- Plus he's a puppy so i can get him a collar and walk him around, making the other girls jealous. hahaha. My favorite Female character would be Rosalie. Idk why exactly but she's just awesome. She doesn't have any powers or anything...or not that i know of. she's beautiful. thats her power lol....that and bitchiness. hahaha. I love you, Twilight!!! &3333

[...You won't forget me...]



My name is Allie but just call me Arii. I'm in grade 12 and don't have anything planned out for going to college. I don't get very good grades cause I'm lazy. (Not stupid)
I enjoy sitting on my bed and just playing my guitar quietly. I enjoy Music. I listen to pretty much any kind. I like Disney songs. Music is basically my life. I listen to it no matter how I'm feeling. I enjoy computers, video games, parties, and just hanging out. I enjoy pretty much all foods. I'm not really picky about what I eat. I enjoy drawing when I'm bored but I don't do avi art for people unless i feel like it. I have a life outside of gaia and I don't want to spend all my time drawing for strangers. I like to play Left 4 Dead on my xbox 360 or play Fallout 3 though i don't have that game anymore D:...
I Don't have very many girl friends because i think girls are snobby bitches so I tend to hang out with guys more. A lot of people at school hate me because of it. Apparently I'm a slut because I don't hang with girls much. Hahaha it makes me laugh at how immature people are.
I'm taken by my boyfriend Jeff aka Ruroken Darkblade. He is the smex.:3
I am Hyper Active. People say I have ADD but i just don't understa- OH LOOK A KITTY!
Life is a b***h cause if it was a Slut, then it would be Easy.




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Guys: 3
Gurls: 2

[ Live, Laugh, Love]

I don't believe in ugly people, just ugly personalities
I Believe in Peace
I haven't read the bible. Idk why.
I believe in God but I believe in evolution too. (Yeah its hard to believe in both)
I just believe that God did create the planet and everything else but it didn't just happen. I believe people evolved. Its kinda hard to believe what the bible says cause we do have fossils.

[ Bombing for Peace...is like ******** for Virginity ]


...Ever think of me?

Flopsie-Mopsie
Shut up and let me talk.



Basic info-
Name;; Devin L. W.
Age;; 13,14 in July

The Ninja Shadow
Sex;; Girllyy parts~ C:
D.O.B;; 07-24
I reside in;; Cali,baby ;]
Sexuality;; Bisexual
Status;; Taken,by a wonderful boy ♥
Pets;; One hamster
Religon;; Agnostic

Mah favorite color is purple.
I love steak,yogurt,and sprite.
Love pretty much all music.
I love to doodle.
Im pretty rad.
Im lazy,but easily hyper.
I love to shoplift hang around with my friends.
Its totally the bees knees.
Scrubs is my favorite show ever.
Next is the HBO seris drama True Blood,and then The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack.
Flapjack = Adorable win.
Math? that s**t.
I hate Math,I hate puzzles,but I love riddles.
Wtfax?
I probably love you.
icon_redface.gif
But then again,I probably dont.
Either way,lets party together sometime.


Ps;;You lose the game.

My most craved item(s) on gaia is/are;;
-AFK Hat ♥
-Seal slippers ♥
-Kiki / Coco kitty ♥
Buy them for me? ♥
<: ♥



And I look liek this;;

[[ Taken;; 04-09-09 ]]

Sexy,right?
Haha. :I

Moar in journal.
[Updated;; This is the only good,new one out of the batch]

Indepth detail can be found in journal
Is a bit oudated though
Dont take everything to heart in there

You want art?You want sign?
Pm me for signs
Art shop is right here

Oh,and,go comment me-ho.
Kthxbai.

The Ninja Shadow
The Ninja Shadow

(Run for your ******** lives.)




I'm editing my profile currently.Go away.
Need info about me?
I'm a ninja.That should've gone into your thick skull by now.
I can be really mean to people.
I sadly,cannot help it.I'm really nice though.
I dislike many things.Hate is a very strong word.
I can sometimes be a Grammer Nazi.
But if I know what you're at least saying,I won't mind.
My interests.
Oh yeah.And another thing.
DRAW ME.
I like pictures of me.
Oh yeah interest...well..
I like Silent Hill.
I'll update this later.
********.

Comments that will be ignored:
Roleplaying blasphemy.
Chain letters.I don't care if I get 5 years of bad luck.
Rude comments.
Stupid scams.
Some other bullshit that I don't like.
The same will go for messages.

I LIKE RANDOM COMMENTS THOUGH.
COMMENT ME WITH SOME CRAZY RANDOMNESS


DEVIANTART!!!
SPAMDUMP!!

long time no spamdumping, huh? xD haha
I made some small pictures today and yesterday so I wanted to post them.. but posting them in my gallery alone was no-no. and the scraps... ARGH no. so I made this smapdump. some drawings are really old though xD

1. Saga and me! The green haired girl is in my class (she's yellow haired now x) (NO YOU'RE NOT BLONDE YELLOWYELLOW!!!) and the little one on her head is me. xD I bleached a bit of my hair in the fringe, just like that. doesn't show up on most pictures, though.
2. =Donnis's pokesona! xD I designed it. dondondondondonhun heart
3. Two new characters! Erika and Aya. They both have stories and personalities ready! Thinking of changing aya's skincolour to a bit more tanned type..
4. =Donnis's character, Makime! Pretty old but not posted yet so.. here it is!!
5. ufufuf Haruka and ~Awashii's Hanako. Haruka's a perverted piece of crap. we love them both heart
6. Just something I felt like drawing. It's part of my characters storyline or whatever you call it. They're not a couple, no. It's complicated.
7. =Donnis's chara and mine! Yu and Hotaru! ... They're the cutest thing ever together. They make me fluffy inside heart
8. Teddy! Also a new character. He's loved. Very. I draw him a lot in school.
9. Me again. After reflecting over some stuff. There's been a lot happening in my life lately, both good and bad.
10. A younger aya, with shorter hair and not so edgy style!
11. blåluvan o saga HEHEHEHEHEH
12. =Donnis's character Nightsky and my character Onigiri. You should know them by now! .. Onigiri's personality changes a lot when she drinks alcohol. and then eventually she falls asleep.
13. A picture I had to do for an essay (something like that) in school. It's Ryuuji, and.... ? I think some of you might know.. not many of you but some.
14. ~Awashii's Miku!! I really felt like drawing him. So I did. .... I love your charactersssssjkhfdjg
15. A freebie I did for a guy at gaia. Not sure I will continue being there.. but.. xD
16. just to fill up the space. Ryou and I. heheheh stupid fangirl, I know.


HAVING FUN!!!
About
Hey, I´m 18 year old girl from Finland.

I think that I´m a very typical girl. I like clothes, shoes and make-up. I also like all the sweet and cute things.

Especially I like my ears. I have so nice ears. I´m testing how many earrings I can wear before my earlobes tear of. icon_biggrin.gif
I only have five ear-rings in both ears but I want so much more.

Some people would say that I´m a goth, but I´m not. I just like black clothes. I also like pink for some kind of odd reason, that I´m not aware of. icon_biggrin.gif

10 simple facts about me:

1. I don´t belive in god.
2. I hate optimistic people.
3. I don´t use any kind of drugs ( not even alkohol)
4. I know TV is damaging my mind, but I don´t care. It´s is my true passion in life.
5. If I were one of the seven deathly sins, I would be Envy or Greed.
6. My parents broke up when I was 12, and because of that I´m very cynical person.
7. I´ve never tasted coffee.
8. I have a toy-pig called nöf nöf (In english oink,oink)
9. I hate Mickey Mouse
10. Sometimes I wanna go to school wearing only my pyjama, but I never go, because I care too much what other people think about me.


I write English badly, as you may have noticed already. ( I speak english even worse, so it´s a good thing that you don´t have to really listen me. icon_biggrin.gif )

I Sign in Gaia, ´cause my friend was already sign in and she was talking about Gaia 24/7. So, to make my friend happy, I also sign and now I´m a Gaia-addict.



I have made 2 playlists at this point.
Finnish music 1 and Finnish music 2. (As you can see I spend long time thinking those names) icon_biggrin.gif

So if you wanna hear some good music, go to listen.














AI EMMA FROM HELL GIRL HELL GIRL HELL GIRL HELL GIRL

I am the primary protagonist of the series. I am arguably an anti-heroine as well. With long, straight black hair and ruby-red eyes and pale skin, I am a spiritual entity with a tragic past, who lives in a place frozen in time as it basks in eternal sunset, along with my Oba-chan (grandmother). Through an old computer inside our house, I am able to receive the names the clients have typed on the website, and I deliver this revenge. I normally wear a black seifuku, or sailor uniform, but I always wear a kimono with floral (or egg) designs when delivering the vengeance of a client. I started my career as the Hell Girl by my own act of vengeance on the villagers who sentenced me to a sacrificial death as part of our village's tradition. My eyes, once a deep brown, turned red arguably at the point where Sentarou (my childhood friend and cousin who gave in under the villagers' pressure to bury me alive) gave the first shovel of soil onto my face. I broke out of my grave after a while, and took revenge on the entire village with my wrath, burning it to the ground. My task of fulfilling other people's vengeance and ferrying people to Hell is my punishment, a task which I had performed for 400 years after that incident. The Lord of Hell who gave me new life to exact others' grievances, made a pact with me; in exchange for my immortal form, I cannot enter hell and must remain on the shores of Hell, acting as the deliverer of people's hatred and vengeance. In order to serve these tasks, the Lord of Hell demanded that I forget my own hatred, numbing myself to the sufferings of others and becoming a mere observer of any happenings. If I hadn't this punishment, the souls of my beloved ones would have to forever wander in hell, lost for eternity. Having no other choice, I agreed with the Lord of Hell and became the Hell Girl.

Although this task is presented as atonement, it is unknown whether I will ever be freed of this insanity. I still had feelings, though, although I did not express them strongly, and I had been ordered to close my heart by the Spider. But the experiences I have with the Shibatas reawakened my discontent with my terrible fate and later apparently reawakened other emotions, or at least my ability to express them. When enraged, I demonstrates the ability to hurl great blasts of energy, as well as the power to create elaborate illusions and teleport. I also have the ability to show someone the future of a grudge, as I showed Yuzuki in the end.

In the latter, I became more expressive and showed more emotions, being more willing to interact with my "clients" and victims. I even put up a "V for Victory" sign in front of my target by way of mocking them as they are dragged to their doom. I had also been seen reading from a fashion magazine while my compatriots watch over their client, and had showed concern towards a mother who willingly ended her life so that her daughter doesn't have to send her to Hell. As I witnessed Takuma Kurebayashi's disheartening persecution, I recollected my emotions pertaining to my own wrongful persecution and I defied my 'employer', the Lord of Hell, and became restored to human life, and killed shortly thereafter, when saving Takuma from his tormentors. After my self-sacrifice, my body dissolves into sakura petals and drifted into the sky.

By then, I returned. I transported to another girl, Yuzuki, to a strange illusion and dream state, where I possessed her. Eventually, my body is later released during The Six-script Lantern ceremony in my town in which the gate to hell is temporarily open allowing me to be released from her body. I eventually revealed to Yuzuki that she is destined to become my successor. I disappeared without a word after Yuzuki became Hell Girl. I returned however, to take the role of Hell Girl once again in order to spare Yuzuki from being sent to hell.


Hell Correspondence


The medium through which a client contacts I had changed over the centuries. Initially clients would write the names of that whom they hated in a three-column newspaper advertisement. After which, clients could enter names into a BBS that was programmed in BASIC. When the internet became available, people access the a website known as the "Hell Correspondence" (地獄通信 ,Jigoku Tsūshin?) or the "Hotline to Hell". Soon after, the site was adapted into a mobile version that could be accessed from cell phones.

Each medium can only be used at midnight by one who harbors a desire for revenge against their object of hatred. Should someone submit the name of someone against whom they bear a grudge or immense hatred, I will take them to a realm of perpetual twilight where I offer them a straw doll, one of my companions, with a red string wound around its neck and describe to the client the details of their contract; should the client pull the string that is tied around the doll's neck, I will ferry the target of the revenge straightaway to Hell. However, once the client's life has ended, he or she will too go Hell; a black crest-shaped mark appears on the client's chest to serve as a permanent reminder of this and their decision to send someone to Hell.


This is my Current Dream Avatar. I currently quest for the Demonic Pendant. Though I still lack the Dark Halo, Demonbow and Wed to Darkness x 2.




This is a first for me to quest for such an avi and it would be awesome for me to achieve it. I'd appreciate any help or donation you give. I shall repay you back for your kindness. icon_smile.gif


My Dream Avatar Quest - Taking Forever to Obtain.


Girl: Do i ever cross your mind
Boy: No.....
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really...
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No.....
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No.....
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No.....
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.....
Girl: Choose me or your life?
Boy: My life...
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says:
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you are my life.

Ive looked in the mooir for so long..Im not sure who i am anymore.Is my relfeten me or my soul?My refleton is my only frind.U dont know how much i would love u but how can i love someone i dont even know?so insted of telling u how i feel.I stand infornt of the moirr staying loney i will always be alone.U will move on in ur life and i will not.Ill just sand in this place and let my slelf bleed.Ill keep bleeding.Unill i can finaly die.


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my name is -EmpresS TakanO- in Gaia. icon_biggrin.gif
my real name is Abigail.


i love anime- UBER LURV ANIME MUCH!
i love reading manga and books.
i love listening to music- anything it depends if its beautiful for me.
i love to go to the FORUMS gawd! i'm noisy in forums.. xD
i love making friends.. and chat with them and know them more!

ooh. and what i really really really LURV is.....
yay! those people who are kind and helpful!


I'm a PROUD PINAY . a FILIPINO . ! and i'm not shy about it icon_smile.gif)





E-MAIL ADDRESS- please add me ! icon_smile.gif)
friendster / yahoo messenger / facebook / multiply ! icon_biggrin.gifD
Bvail02_bautista@yahoo.com (my email address is a multi-purpose address!)

Miss Momo13 replied:
Oh No's I Will get you out *Opens lid* There we go....... Hmmm i think i liked it better when you were in the bottle *shoves back in* there we go :3





 
 
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